A Checklist of Stuff

This past weekend proved to be a good time to get some to do items and other things checked off.

  1. First I finally registered for the NYC Marathon. Here we go again!
  2. I got my nutrition plan underway by cleaning out my fridge and getting healthy food that you actually have to cook. Although my fridge still looks like it belongs to a single woman.
  3. I took care of some things for my running club, including finalizing plans for an upcoming workshop that I’m putting together. And hey, if you are in the NYC area and are looking for a great running club you should join Front Runners.
  4. I cooked some of the food I bought.
  5. I spent great quality time with my dog.
  6. I got accepted into the Blue Cross Broad Street Run in Philly.
  7. I bought my train tickets to Philly and started to look at hotels.
  8. I’m feeling very motivated to continue with my training and I haven’t felt like that in a long time.

Here’s to checking off items on your list!

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New Year’s Resolutions

So as many of you know I don’t do New Year’s resolutions. Instead I try to set goals that try to accomplish throughout the year.

It has been slow going for me in getting focused on those goals so I’m going to do a “do over” and start fresh for the Chinese New Year. It’s ok, because my Chinese friend made me an honorary Chinese person for the occasion.

One of the goals has been to get back on track nutritionally but I’ve found myself getting into that horrible mindset of “I’ll start next week” or “I’ll start tomorrow.” I’m still waiting for next week and tomorrow to start. And, it’s just so much easier to order take out that is not at all healthy.

No more excuses, just get it going. Plus my fat shorts were less roomy yesterday. Man, if that won’t motivate you I don’t know what will!

So, the grocery order with real food has been placed. I’m going to get back in the kitchen, something I love to do by the way, and start cooking those healthy nutritionally sound meals. That 10 inch chef’s knife has been lonely and we’re going to have regular date nights now.

Free movies are always good!

Free movies are always good!

Another great motivator was an advanced screening of the new Disney move, McFarland USA. It’s based on the true story of how a high school cross country team in a migrant farm worker town got its start. Today it is one of the top cross country teams in California.

When you see how hard those kids worked by starting their days picking produce, going to school, picking more produce, and then having their coached workouts after you quickly realize that your lack of commitment, dedication, and motivation sucks. Plus, if Danny the chubby kid can climb up a hill and pass a bunch of runners then we all certainly can do the same.

I don’t have the excuse of an injury anymore, just that I need to take care of my foot to make sure it doesn’t get hurt again and the reality is it won’t get hurt again by the simple act of running. I don’t have an excuse for not eating right and I simply don’t have excuses for not running when it’s cold outside because I have access to a treadmill, and a trainer for my bike, and my Deep Water Running classes.

I’ve already been more consistent running and training this past week than I have in the past two months. Now I need to reinforce that and my honorary Chinese status is giving me that little motivation, oh and Danny the chubby kid is too.

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SoBe It Half Marathon

So there was this little half marathon down in Miami at the end of January, you may remember me writing about this a few times. Well, it happened and I learned a few things along the way. It became known to me as the SoBe It Half Marathon because I let go of all goals other than to just enjoy and finish it. And yes, SoBe = South Beach. Deal with it.

Here’s a brief synopsis followed by some detailed info that you may or may not care about.

The first is that 70 degrees in Miami is cold and miserable. Yes, even when you are from New York City where it’s snowing and in the teens. I really wanted to feel warm, truly warm, and only got to feel that when I was in my hotel room under blankets with a space heater on.

Our medals worked really hard and needed some well earned beach time. (c) Stacey Cooper

Our medals worked really hard and needed some well earned beach time. (c) Stacey Cooper

Second, I learned that my foot may actually be ready for long distance running. It felt fine during the entire race.

Third, I am incredibly out of shape and ran the worst half marathon (time-wise) in my life.

Now the details.

But ultimately, what this half marathon proved to be was a confident booster and a good reality check.

Leading up to this race I really wanted to get in a good 10-13 mile long run but so many things got in my way. Coming back from the injury, cold weather, work, and lack of confidence. The lack of confidence thing is kind of funny because the whole reason I wanted to get a 10-13 mile long run in was to boost my confidence but when you don’t have much will to get outside to run on really cold days that’s hard to accomplish.

I ran one 10 mile long run back in December and then only managed one eight mile run a couple of weeks before the race. My confidence was blown. I had no idea how my foot was going to feel and I knew I was not in running shape. My one hope was that I got fitted with new running shoes with my special insoles/orthotics in them and things started to feel better. I did my eight mile run in them and my foot felt good. But thinking about what would happen after eight miles during the race freaked me out.

This is where it’s good to have friends who take these journeys with you. These people are Doreen, Leah, and Katrina. They saved my life on race day probably without even knowing it.

If you have ever done the Miami Half or Full Marathon you know that there is a lot of waiting time. Katrina and Leah had both planned on running the half but opted out due to injury. Their superhero status was cemented when they still got up super early, took a shuttle bus to the start and hung out with us before it was time to get into our corrals. They even stayed on the chilly day to see us off at the start and cheer for us close to mile 11.

During the race my superhero was Doreen. Dealing with her own injury we decided to head out together and do a run/walk together for as long as we could with the rule always being if one of us needed to go ahead and run on that it was ok. Having your best buddy alongside you is the best distraction one could possibly have. I was cold and miserable for a good part of this race but Doreen kept me focused by sticking to our run/walk plan and checking in with each other.

But mile eight was where I started to freak out and the doubts took a dominant place in my thoughts. All I kept thinking about was the fact that I only ran eight miles for this race. I had no idea what would happen and wondered if I could make it back to downtown Miami. Doreen still kept me focused by asking questions and pointing things out to me. I may not have been a happy camper at various points in this stretch but we continued on.

When Doreen was ready to go on I willingly sent her off and focused on what she has said to me while on many long runs together. Basically you can do it, just keep going.

Those last few miles were hard but I kept going even when everything else in my body hurt but my feet. But, as always, there was my buddy waiting for me after I crossed the finish. It was worth it just for that congratulatory hug.

So I learned that my foot can now handle this long distance stuff again and that I am woefully out of shape. I was then reminded that post-race drinks and food with your buddies is always awesome and so is being on the beach even if you have to wrap yourself in a blanket.

With that behind me I’m slowly working my way back into running shape to gear up for the NYC Half. The slow part is to avoid injury and get that routine back in order. I’m not planning on doing any racing in February but to focus on my training and making sure that I don’t have another worst ever half marathon.

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Acting the Part

It’s cold and I’m slowly trying to run consistently again so that I can at least pretend that I am some sort of athlete.

Hoping this serves as some sort of motivation. (c) Stacey Cooper

Hoping this serves as some sort of motivation. (c) Stacey Cooper

Once again, I have given up on making the Miami Half Marathon a goal race. This happens every year but I always start out thinking that this year will be different and I will kill it and be awesome on race day. Everyone who does this race every year reminds me that Miami is not the best race to make a goal race but I still try to do it anyway. The one thing I have gotten over is getting upset that it doesn’t turn out to be what I want. That doesn’t mean that I don’t get disappointed with my result, I just don’t dwell on it as much as I would another race.

So after readjusting the training a lot I have decided to lower my expectations a lot. I still have an idea of a goal time but it’s nothing to write home about. I just want to enjoy the warm weather on a beautiful course.

I’m attempting a 10 mile long run this weekend and 11 the next week and then of course the half is the week after that. That is how you cram for a half marathon without expecting an awesome result!

Prior to all this I have just been trying to get back into some sort of rhythm. (OT – I actually spelled rhythm correctly the first time!) I’ve been trying to go to the gym on a regular basis so that I can remember what it feels like to run. But most of the time I feel incredibly out of shape and because of my schedule my running has had more restarts than consistency and that has not helped. Aside from being out of shape my foot on the whole feels ok when I run. It still hurts when I walk sometimes or stand on it for extended periods of time. (Note to self: Going to concerts where you have to stand the entire time may not be the best idea for the foot.)

Last week was a wee bit better on the consistency front. I ran a couple of miles on the treadmill during lunch then rode my bike trainer that evening and I think I rant two more times and once even outdoors! I even did some yoga for runners (you know how I love that!) to try and stretch out some tight muscles. There is a whole re-enactment below.

This week is off to a better start. I ran four miles on the treadmill on Tuesday and made it to Deep Water Running last night and got a good, solid workout in. Today I’ll be back on the treadmill and maybe do a quick ride on the bike trainer tonight. I’m not trying to overdo it but just trying to keep things moving. I’m supposed to do a race on Saturday (if the temps cooperate and yeah, I’m wimping out a bit on that.) and then of course my aforementioned 10 miles on Sunday. Fingers crossed!

Now for that yoga re-enactment!

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Looking Forward

res·o·lu·tion

noun \ˌre-zə-ˈlü-shən\

: the act of finding an answer or solution to a conflict, problem, etc. : the act of resolving something

Not too long after the stroke of midnight on New Year’s Day I was talking with a couple of my friends about the theory of New Year’s resolutions versus that of setting goals or plans for the new year. The three of us had discussed the exact definition of the word resolution that I posted above and that is one of the many reasons why New Year’s resolutions do not work.

I’ve always been a big fan of setting realistic goals and they don’t necessarily have to begin at the start of a new year. That is what is so great about goals, any time you decide to set one is a good time. But this is the new year when so many are doing just that so I’ll tell you some of my goals that I actually set back in November.

The first is to overcome my foot injury and get back into solid running shape. It has been hard coming back from this injury and it has only been in the past few weeks that I began to realize how much this shook me. It really did take away a lot of my confidence and when you combine that with the fact that I don’t really like to run in cold weather well getting back to running consistently has been a challenge. It’s an ongoing process to get back into running shape and I know I’ll get there.

Another goal is to focus on my nutrition. When I was hitting PR after PR I had a nutrients and was focused on what would specifically help me as a runner eat properly. I’m by doing that other things will start to get back into proper alignment. For example, when you eat healthy you’ll have more energy and this will make it a bit easier to get out the door for some of those runs.

I would then like to travel to more destination races. Not necessarily far away races but some that could be done on a somewhat inexpensive overnight weekend trip. I’ve got one lined up in Chicago and I’m planning on entering the lottery for the Broad Street run in Philly. I’ll also be looking at a couple of races in Boston, DC, and Connecticut. Oh and let’s not forget the Miami Half!

These are all attainable goals and I look forward to achieving them this year.

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Perspective

I keep saying that to myself over and over again when I head out for a run or look at my time after a run. Coming back from an injury is hard and not just from the physical aspect. I’m talking more mental.

Physically, it is hard to come back. I’m not in running shape and I proved that with my first attempt at a tempo run and 10 mile long run. I could not get close to my half marathon goal pace during that tempo run and my legs were angry with me after that 10 miles.

I’ve been on a bit of a roller coaster during this time. There are moments when I’m just excited to be out running again and then I get discouraged that I’m not able to run like I used to. I have been struggling with reminding myself not to compare my current pace with my former feeling awesome peak pace prior to the injury. It’s hard.

Then one of those things happened that can knock some sense into you.

There’s a woman I met through an online running group that reminded me about perspective. She’s in her mid-thirties and has a muscular disorder and additional health issues involving her heart. She’s going through a pretty rough time right now.

During the spring and summer she would do many 5k and 10k races with her walker and was starting to build up her strength to do a half marathon. Then things took a turn for the worse. She ended up in the hospital for a bit and was told that doing these races would most likely never be an option for her going forward.

While she was trying to regain her strength to walk her family got her a special push cart and a good friend of hers has been pushing her through these races.

Most days she has a hard time just standing up while I’m upset because I’m a bit slower.

She is just so excited to be participating in a race and I’m upset that my race times aren’t what they used to be.

I need to suck it up and be happy that I can comeback from my injury and remember that with time and hard work I can get back to where I used to be. If for some reason I won’t be able to get back to my peak pace I need to ease up on myself and keep things in perspective because there are plenty of people who can’t do what I can.

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So…

I apologize for the lack of any post in such a long time. Things can catch up with you when work is involved and plus there was very little running going on. But things are starting to get better.

While on a business trip last week in Montreal I had the opportunity to run a 5k that my company put on. It was the first time I ran outdoors since October 26 and the first since a little treadmill run during marathon week.

I did not run the NYC Marathon as expected and I’m fine with that. I  did the next best thing which was to volunteer at the mile 24 water station and cheer zone. Not once did I feel regret at not running but it certainly made me want to come back.

I ran the Laurie Harris Hope and Dreams 5k yesterday on Roosevelt Island and while I still feel out of shape I’m not that far off getting back into running/racing shape.

But it’s time to recommit and get focused.

As usual, I want the Miami Half to be a goal race. This is a tough one when you go from cold NYC winters to the lovely (and I really mean that) heat and humidity of Miami. This race can beat you up in so many ways. But I’m going to give it a go again.

This time around I’m going to use one the Runner’s World and Training Peaks plans for the half marathon. I used one a few years back and really liked it. The plan is that it will force me to get out there and be consistent with my training again. It’s focused on my goal finish time so I have very specific runs with specific paces listed for each those runs. It will help keep that in mind each and every time I head out on the road.

So here we go, it’s time to get it going again.

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I Ran!

Woo-hoo, I ran a 10k on Sunday and my foot felt fine!

I figured I would just get right to the point and let all of you know that without having to read through an entire blog post to find out.

So, if you want to hear all of the nitty gritty details of this 10k feel free to keep reading.

I was really nervous about getting out there to run again because the solution from my doctor just seemed too simple. Seriously, buy these insoles and ease back into running when the foot doesn’t hurt. At one point a remember thinking that I was very happy that my deductible was met early on in the year and that guidance by the doctor didn’t cost me anything out of pocket.

As you know, I got the insoles and they felt great walking. No pain in the foot which meant I could try to run. Too many things happened on Thursday and Friday that prevented the run. I decided not to run on Saturday and save it all for the race on Sunday.

Again, this was a two loop 10k and I figured if things were going wrong I could always drop out after the first loop.

Things started out pretty well. The course is very narrow so it almost forces you to go out slow and be conservative in whatever racing strategy you had for that day. Since mine was to just finish without pain in my foot I was more than satisfied with how things were going.

I kept checking in with my foot waiting for the usual pain to start after the first mile it felt fine, the same with second and third. But I kept thinking it was too early to think that I was in the clear. Then my quads started to feel pretty beat up. I’m not sure if this was due to the three week layoff or because the insoles were forcing my body to be properly aligned. Maybe even a combination of both.

Around the 3.5 mile mark I felt a teeny tiny bit of discomfort in the foot. I think my worry lasted longer than the discomfort. It went away and I kept running for the second loop of the course. This was where I realized how quickly you can get out running shape. I’ve been doing my Deep Water Running and comes cycling on my bike trainer but as we know that doesn’t keep you in running shape.

My decent pace dropped a bit but I wasn’t worried about that. I was actually just happy to be out running again and being a part of this wonderful community. I had great views of the water — things were good.

I felt some more discomfort around 5.5 miles but again this went away almost as quickly as it came. I took this to be normal as there are so many times we feel discomfort when we run and that’s when we start learn the difference between discomfort and pain.

Even with my grumpy quads, I probably could have pushed myself harder during the final two miles but I was just happy picking off a few people here and there. Today was not about PRs but about getting my confidence back and sticking with my plan of just finishing with a non-hurting foot. That is exactly what I did.

I tried to stay off the foot the rest of the day as a precaution and foam rolled my quads and the usual suspects.

A full 24 hours later the foot still feels great and I have some achy quads. I was going to try running again today but am giving myself a rest day less for the foot and more the quads.

The insoles appear to still be magic but at times feel hard and I’m wondering how I’ll feel running a half marathon or even a full marathon when I get back to that level.

But right now, all appears to be good and fingers and toes crossed that my foot remains pain free!

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Feeling Soleful

So there is good news on my foot — I do not have a stress fracture but instead have two very swollen metatarsals. The second and third to be exact. The injury is mechanical and has nothing to do with overuse. In other words, I have been not been a foolish and stubborn runner.

My prescription from the doctor was pretty simple. Get these insoles and when the foot stops hurting ease back into running. The marathon is still out but at least I left my doctor’s office relieved, smiling somewhat, and walking without a boot.

I ordered the insoles that night and paid extra to get the overnight — I have a race on Sunday! Before you start thinking, “Wait, you are a foolish runner! That isn’t easing back into running!” let me explain.

So the insoles arrived on Wednesday. They took way too long to get to me but ok Zappos, I will forgive you. Of course, I had my Deep Water Running class that night so it was not until about 9:00 pm that I got home and got inspect these babies. I reluctantly took the dog out first before I tore them open and popped them into the oven to prep for their fitting. My dog is happy I focused on her first or her bladder is.

I followed the instructions but the toasty warm insoles into my shoes and them get fitted to my precious big feet. The insoles felt hard and I wasn’t sure I could walk in them without pain let alone even try a marathon down the road.

The next morning I decided to wear them to work and see how they would feel walking and just wearing them for an extended amount of time. Dudes, almost immediately I noticed a difference! There was zero discomfort or pain in my foot!

Today, Friday, was going to be the day that I tried running in them. Just an easy three mile run either on the road or the treadmill. But alas work got in the way of that happening during lunch. I’m still hoping that I can try and run this evening if I leave work right away and not linger and be social.

But of course, the nervousness has crept in. What if my foot starts to hurt again and the insoles don’t work when I run?

I’m trying to push that aside and just look forward to running on Sunday in that race you think I’m being foolish about. Here’s the thing. It’s a 10k that consists of two loops. If the foot hurts I can always drop out after the first loop.

I really want to get at least one run in before Sunday, preferably today as I’m not sure if running on back to back days is a good idea right now.

But I would rather be in the position of planning to run than not being able to at all so that is something I am tremendously grateful for!

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Marathon Deferred

It has come down to this. I have to defer the NYC Marathon.

The gist of it comes down to a couple of things. 1) The tendonitis in my foot may not be tendonitis but a possible stress fracture. 2) I had an emergency kidney stone procedure last Friday.

Those two things prevented me from running this past week and will keep me from running in the near future.

So, where to start. The easiest place is the kidney stone procedure. I’ll keep it short and sweet. On Wednesday morning I started to feel some pain on my left side that you know is a kidney stone when you are prone to them. The feeling is unmistakeable. It went away, it came back, it went away, and then it came back with a vengeance. I ended up in the ER and plans for the procedure were underway. Friday was the procedure, that went well, but my recovery was just as painful as prior to the procedure. The short of it, it left me weak and unable to run my 13 miles on Sunday.

One very sad foot (c) Stacey Cooper

One very sad foot (c) Stacey Cooper

Now on to the foot. My regular followers know that my foot issues have been ongoing for sometime. After the pain became so severe during the Bronx 10 miler I finally decided I had enough and made an appointment with a sports doctor.

It could be a possible stress fracture, or maybe not, but we will know for sure after we get the results back from my upcoming MRI. We need proof!

The short of this one is that I need to stay off the foot. So this means no running, which means no 20 mile long run, which means I would not have completed a single 20 mile long run this training cycle. That was also a run-on sentence. I apologize.

I had a feeling that I was going to have to defer the marathon just from the kidney stone stuff. The lack of energy I lost cannot be replaced and I knew I would be forcing something to kick in when it just could not. This of course would have created the potential for other injuries etc, if I were crazy enough to do that. I don’t think I am that crazy.

I had already been planning to take some time off from training after the marathon to rest up and hit the reset button when it came time to start training for the Miami Half and begin my ultimate quest of getting a PR there. Now, it just starts earlier.

I thought I was prepared emotionally for this prior to seeing the doctor but the reality is setting in — I won’t be running the marathon I love dearly.

It has been an up and down year emotionally and now maybe this is my other opportunity to heal emotionally as well as physically.

I’m reminded of the NYC2012 Marathon that didn’t happen. I put a lot on myself emotionally for that race. My mother had been ill at the time and spent 9 months in a hospital or a nursing rehab facility. I trained for that marathon. I know I did from my training log but I only remember two long runs and maybe a few runs during the week. In the end I think it was best that I did not run a marathon that year and perhaps this is for the best this year as well.

I’m already thinking about a spring marathon so if you have any suggestions for some perhaps in May, pass those on! I’m done yet!

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